i skipped school todae...wat a bad girl i am...woke up only at 10...at least im feeling better...yesterdae nite really felt like having a fever like tt...after tt i studied 2 chapters of phy b4 i went for tuition...think i didnt really work hard....im a failure...
the past few daes went to see darwin 2 times in a row...the first time i saw him was in icu...he seemed so weak and helpless...poor thing...the atmosphere was quite awkeard when me and meli went in...we were like dunno wat to say but he started playing with the thing tt was put on the finger after i asked him wat was it...
the second day we went after sch...that day was a disaster...i wasted the whole day in sch doing nothing...should have stayed at home and study like others did...then we went...he was in the normal ward le...then we saw this man opp. to him...his hand was cut off...so poor thing...work accident...then i also didnt really talk...i dunno wat to say too...but seeing that he is on his way to recovery make me feel happy too...but the tube on his hand...make me feel painful even on the thought of it...*shivers*i didnt go steven afterwards...went home...cause i felt as if i am crumbling down...feeling so sick and tired...

beary hugss-8:40 AM